25 gadus vecā Saša parāda, kā izskatās pēc 9 mēnešu ilgas badošanās : “Jutos resna un neglīta”

Pēc deviņu mēnešu badošanās, viņa svēra 35.8 kilogramus. Tajā visā iesaistījās arī Sašas māte, jo tas bija aizgājis tik tālu, ka apdraudēja meitas dzīvību, tomēr meita atteicās klausīt māti un visu nācās darīt savādāk!

Jau pēc dažiem mēnešiem, kas tika pavadīti rehabilitācijas centrā Saša lēnām pieņēmās svarā un no sākuma mācījās veselīgas ēšanas paradumus, tomēr viņai joprojām nācās palikt un turpināt ārstēties.

“Tas sākās jau vidusskolā. Es sāku ar to, ka izvēmu apēsto pārtiku. Jutos resna, neglīta, nekam nevajadzīga. Biju nonākusi strupceļā. Manas izjūtas bija kas vairāk, nekā ietilpst vārdā “resna”. Tās bija skumjas, dusmas, nožēla. Tā sajūta, ka nejūties pietiekami laba, ir ļoti grūti apturama. Es ar to cīnos līdz šai dienai,” izteicās Saša.

Pašlaik viņa ir tikusi tam pāri un spēj priecāties par ikdienas mazajām lietām. Viņa var strādāt, studēt, ceļot un vienkārši aiziet paēst vakariņas, kad pati to vēlas!

 

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I was scrolling through ASOS this morning looking at sports clothes & I scrolled past unedited photos of some smaller models with a few rolls and cellulite here and there which I thought was really cool. As I kept scrolling they started showing what they call “plus size models” and in all honestly the first thought I had was, ‘wow how cool would that be to feel so free within yourself’. I stopped myself and pondered on that thought for a while because it’s not right that I feel that way, I should feel free and liberated in my body & self, as everyone else should as well. It’s so easy to get caught up in the thought of ‘I’ll feel better when…..’ (I’ve lost that weight, I’ve fixed my hair, I’ve bought these clothes, I’ve got my skin under control) but I think the power of feeling free within ourselves comes from feeling happiness within ourselves despite the topical issues we have with ourselves. It’s a scary issue to face with yourself because no matter how many body positive photos you see on Instagram, or others leading by example in everyday life or psychologists about tackling body image issues, the only person that can truely find a feeling of freedom and happiness within ourselves is us & how do we do that? You literally just have to start thinking that way and acting that way until you push past all boundaries keeping you stuck. We as a collective have to stop caring “what others think of us”, because I can guarantee that they don’t care much about you (put bluntly), they care more about themselves and what you might think of them. It’s funny but as humans we are quite self obsessed, we always want to be able to relate, or feel the same way, or have a similar story ect. so I think when you can slowly start to remember that no one really cares what you look like, but that you need to find that in yourself to truly find that freedom because there’s nothing worse than feeling stuck in your own body. If you flip your thinking, you don’t have a nightmare of a body you have a nightmare of a mind. Change your perspective.

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Byron Bay you have my heart ❣

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